But there's this strange feeling of knowing that the effort spent would certainly not be worth the purpose, and that I would not be able to reach the end point due to laziness. But there's this stubborn voice in me telling myself to try.
It could be used as my test for determination.
And perhaps at the same time, I could find a goal for myself.
myself
Maybe I can finally learn to be more selfish in order to be less selfish.

